A festival, a new season , a new adventure…

A festival, a new season , a new adventure…

 

 

 

I would not know where to start while writing this. So many things have happened the past few weeks.
At first I have to say that my time at David`s Tent Festival was amazing.
It is a worship festival with night and day music.
There is almost no program. It`s just worship bands, campfire, a few break-out sessions and friendship with each other and God, that`s it.
And it was só good!
Last year I went there on my own. But this year a bunch of friends came along with me and I was so blessed to see how they were having an awesome time.
Those 4 days were 4 days that I felt completely at home. Unashamed, loved, free like a bird.

It`s not because of the festival itself. But it is because of the heart condition of the people that come there and that make the music.
They decide what kind of atmosphere will have the upper hand.
And I was so excited to feel the same atmosphere as the year before!
It`s like a tribe of people that have ended all there striving. That are like the son and daughter that know that `all that is His is theirs`.
A people that don`t live with a mindset that has a God that is distant or missing, or out there.
A people that start from a place of intimacy and that end up in a place of intimacy.
Because, how much closer can you get to a God with Whom you already are one spirit?!
Exactly, you can`t get any closer!
The only thing you can do is discover this Truth of oneness more and more.
When we start to live from this perspective our life with God becomes like unwrapping a birthday present. And the unwrapping seems to be unending, haha. Like a present within a present within a present….
And the crazy thing about it is that we are the present!
The discovery doesn`t come from the outside but from within!

This knowledge releases us from every kind of striving and that is what I believe made the difference at the festival.
We are all on a journey, we are all still discovering, but at least we started to be part of the adventure. And that is what counts.
So yes, it was amazing, and for me it was like a little blueprint of where the church as a whole is moving towards.

Since I live here I knew that I had to move on someday.
I thought I would go to Rotterdam.
After that I thought I would go to Groningen.
And since a week it looks like God came up with something totally unexpected.
It seems He has the plan to place me in the middle of Holland, in Utrecht as it seems to be.
It`s an exciting time in my life. It feels like a season of 5 years is coming to a close and a new season is beginning to start this fall.
From the first of October I have to leave my current job after 3,5 years.
So from that time on I will have to be moving somewhere else, that is like within a few weeks?!
Right now Utrecht or surrounding region seems to be the focus of attention.
I feel butterflies on the inside of me when thinking about this new season.
Adventure, uncertainty, questions, questions , questions…and the feeling of jumping off a cliff into the unknown.
So how will this provision come? What will be the roof I am going to live under? What will be the next move?
Yesterday I heard a smiling Jesus say: “Nick, remember, no more striving! I will show you the way. I am more excited about this adventure than you are, haha. So relax.,,
Okay, so I try to relax and move on, step by step.
So the festival really was a door into a new season.
And all of this is pretty fresh and recent.
If any of you who read this have a talk with God, please remind Him, for a moment, of me. Haha. I know He thinks about me. But maybe it helps to let Him know I really, really need help in relaxing and knowing He already provided the next move 😉

Not out there,but in here!

Not out there,but in here!

It`s been some time since I wrote. I realize that I can`t always write something. Sometimes I guess I have to go through something,process it,and after that write about it.
It`s time to start writing again.
 

Is has been a dark time of my life. A time that led me to dark parts of my heart that I never dared to enter. Yet God invited me to go there,to discover Him in the depths of my heart.
The God who lives inside me vs. the God who is out there.
He has put me on this journey to discover more of Him,to know Him more and more.
But instead of telling me to look outside of myself He tells me to search inside of myself…
I begin to realize that when God is hiding,He is actually hiding within us,He is actually inviting us to walk deeper into the depths of our heart and to meet Him at that place.
There are many wonderful places in our heart.
Places that are happy,peaceful,filled with light and hope.
But there are also dark places.
Places of sadness,hopelessness,rejection,pain,low self esteem.
The past season He was leading me into the dark places of my heart.
And the amazing thing is that the moment we arrive at such a dark place,the dark place turns into a place filled with Light and Life.
I call the dark places the places of death,the parts of us that we don`t want to see or feel.
But if I want the fullness of life and God,than I cannot deny those parts of my heart.
We have to travel to these parts and meet Him there.
Because He is already there,waiting for us.

When I feel like God is far away,He is probably waiting for me to get real with myself and I am probably denying a part of my heart at that moment.
But the moment I dare to feel the darkness or reality of my state of heart, at that moment, is the moment I will see Him again face to face.
That is why I can understand that God wants nothing more but for us to be real.
He wants us to be truly ourselves,because that is where He is truly Himself, in us!
So if we try to live life with a mask or thinking we can deny parts of our heart,we deceive ourselves and miss the glory of God living inside of us.

This is so amazing!

God telling us: do you want to meet Me? Then come and be real,take a look in the mirror,dive into the depths of your heart and let Me meet the monsters that you fear the most.
He is not out there! He is in here!
That is the reason why no one and no religious activity could bring me any closer to God than I already am. I have all of Him on the inside of me and that is the one thing I want to meditate on for the rest of my life!

If we want to meet the authentic God. We have to meet our authentic self. If we meet our authentic self. We meet our authentic God.
Why?
Because He and us are one. Through the cross we are made one spirit and that is all I need to know.
Wow…

No more striving. Just being.
No more distance. Only oneness.
No more working. Just enjoying.

I can understand that Jesus was hanging out with the sinners. They were more themselves than the religious people that tried to perform before God and men.
Though they were sinners,they were themselves,and that brought them closer to the Kingdom.

I have a lot more to write about where I am right now,about moving out,about a festival that I went to,about the coming days.
I know that my writings can be kinda abstract at times. Bare with me,I`ll try to find a balance between my abstract thoughtlife and my understandable throughtlife.
Within a few days I will update my blog again.

This is a story about a dog who became a dog.

This is a story about a dog who became a dog.

 

 

This is a story about a dog.

Doggie lived on this planet and had a wonderful life, even though he never knew his real father.
But there was something about him that was different…
Doggie thought he was a cat.
He ate cat food, he walked like a cat, jumped like a cat, played with cat stuff. He even knew how to meow and purr like a cat!
This was the normal natural life he was used to live.
No one told him any different.
His friends, family, and a lot of spiritual dogs didn`t tell him anything different.

Until one day, while he was trying to catch a mouse in the park, another dog got his attention.
It looked like a normal dog, yet, it had something about it that made Doggie curious.
He had to search it out.
At first he decided to observe the dog from a distance, he saw really interesting things happen.
The dog didn`t jump like him, he walked in a different way, he didn`t purr and somehow he made a noise that didn`t sound like meow but like Woof!!
‘’This is amazing’’, doggie thought. Something about this dog worked like a magnet on doggie and he hád to come closer to talk with him.

The dog saw doggie come closer and said: ‘’Hello there my nice dog-friend.’’
Doggie answered: ‘’Dog-friend? I am a cat! And my name is Doggie.’’
The dog smiled and said: ‘’Really? My name is Doggson, nice to meet you.’’
They started to chat and soon the hours went by and, with tears in his eyes, Doggie said: ‘’Doggson, it sounds crazy, but I have observed you for a long time, and now that I am with you, it feels like home…

I don`t want to live another day without you close to me! You give me the feeling as if I really exist, and somehow you make me feel as if we are like each other. But you probably think that`s crazy, because we are so different. I am a cat, you are a dog….’’
Doggson smiled and said: ’’I don`t think you are crazy, not at all. And I don`t think we are different from each other. What you feel when you are with me, is a recognition deep within yourself that we are more alike than you thought, and maybe, maybe what feels like ‘’home’’ is the realization that what you see about me could be true about you!’’ 
‘’And being close to me feels like being close to who you really are! Your authentic self!’’
Doggie smiled and wanted to disagree, but something inside him just didn`t want to stop listening to Doggson.
Doggie said: ‘’So can it be that I have always been a dog like you, and that I just thought I was a cat?
Did I deny my true identity all my life long?’’
‘’That`s right’’ ,Doggson said, ‘’you have always been a dog like me, but you never knew it. You were ignorant of this truth all along.’’
‘’Long long ago when Doggfather made all things  in my image, the dogs, in their immaturity, believed the lie that they somehow were not made perfect  in my image and that they had to go on a journey to become their true selves…’’
‘’That was the moment they started to deny who they really were…they denied their true identity and started living as cats, thinking as cats in everything they did…’’
‘’They forgot that they were dogs,like me.’’

‘’Dogfather and I always knew this would happen one day. But we also knew that we would come and walk on earth ourselves. There is nothing we desire more, than to live on this earth together with all other dogs!’’
‘’You are one with Dogfather!?’’ Doggie said.
‘’Yes Doggie,it sounds weird, but He and me are one and the same and now the time had come to show all dogs who they really are. I would be a mirror in front of them. I would help them to discover that they were not cats, but that they were like me, made in my image. I would help them to remember who they really are and that Doggfather has made them good.’’
‘’We knew that they would start to realize that my image has always been inside of them, that I am in them.’’
‘’Doggie, that is what you were feeling, you were realizing ‘me’ inside of you! That you are made in my image!’’

Doggie was overwhelmed with everything Doggson told him. This sounded too good to be true!
All along he had been living as someone else! All along he thought he was a cat! He did everything that a cat did!
Regret filled his heart…how could he éver make up for all the times he shamed Doggfather?!
Doggson knew what he was thinking and said: ‘’Doggie, don`t be sad. You can never make right that you walked the wrong way, no one can… I will make it right for everyone!’’
‘’Doggfather and I have always loved you, we have always loved you as family.’’
‘’I wanted to live as a dog on earth, and I wanted to show all dogs who they really are, but I will also make right what you could never make right.’’
‘’I will give my live for everyone, I will lay it down, I will enter into the death that everyone deserved…’’
Doggie interrupted him: ‘’No! Don`t do that! I don`t want you to die!’’
Doggson smiled: ‘’Doggie,I will enter into death, but it will not be able to hold me down.’’
‘’My heart is so strong and my unity with My Father is so strong that death can try to keep me down, but she will loose and I will get up again!’’
‘’This will be a picture for you that what I say about you is true and that death can never hold down the image of me inside of you.’’
‘’If you believe this about yourself you won`t have to fear death anymore, because the life inside of you is an indestructible life!’’  😀
Doggie started to laugh and jump around: ‘’Wow! An indestructible life! Darkness, death, nothing can hold me down anymore!’’

Doggie stopped jumping around and suddenly asked: ‘’But, how is this possible? How can you die for everyone?! How is that possible?’’
Doggson replied: ‘’Good question. I`ll give you the answer, but it`s okay if you don`t fully understand it.’’

‘’Take your time to think about the following things I have to say: ‘’I told you that Doggfather and I are one.
And everything that is created was created in me, even before this world was made and even before I came to this earth. It was in the time when my name still was ‘Son’. I held everything in place.
It`s difficult to understand, but in eternity time is something different. In eternity I hold the beginning and the end of everything within me.’’
‘’So I choose to step into this natural world, I took on me the DNA of this world.
The DNA of everything that ever was ,and that ever will be, became the same as my DNA.
So whatever happens to me, to my DNA, happens to all the DNA in the universe. And to all the DNA of the past, present and future.’’
Doggson smiled: ‘’Can you still follow me?’’
‘’I decided to step into this created world and I had the plan to step into death. Can you figure out what would happen if I did that?’’
‘’Everything would die together with me. Everything that separated itself from Doggfather would now be included in my death. All the DNA of everything ever created. All the dogs, and even nature and animals. I wanted to take everything with me in this death, so that I could also take everything with me into my resurrection!’’
Doggie was impressed: ‘’Wow, that is a brilliant plan! You died, and everything died with you! And you came out of death, and everything else came alive too! You united everything with you!’’
‘’So does that mean that you somehow swallowed up everything in you?’’Doggie asked.
‘’Yes, I swallowed everything, even death! And now there is no more excuse for anything or anyone to be separated from me. I took all of the universe in a big embrace of love!’’
‘’I did this once and for everything. I don`t have to do this again.’’ 🙂
‘’It was a perfect plan. A finished work!’’
Doggie was amazed: ‘’Wow, I think I will be thinking about this forever and ever. This is crazy!’’ 😀
‘’I don`t know if I can take in more information’’, Doggie sighed.
‘’But let me get this straight’’:
‘’I have always been a dog, but I thought I was something else.’’
‘’You tell me you came to the earth to refresh my mind and show me who I really am.’’
‘’You also took away my guilt and separation from Doggfather and even the separation between the universe and Doggfather?!’’
‘’Wow.’’
‘’You became one with creation and died the death of creation.’’
‘’And you came alive and you brought creation back to life?!’’
‘’So I can finally be myself: A real dog!?’’
‘’I don`t have to do anything else to be my real self?’’
‘’Is there a trick or key or way to become that real self? Please tell me!’’

‘’Oh Doggie, you are on your way of understanding it better and better.’’

‘’And please, no, you don`t have to do anything. There is no trick, no key, no other way to be totally yourself than to just believe what I told you and to start changing your mind.’’
‘’Remember that I am the way to life, I am the Truth about your life, and I am your life.’’
‘’And because of this you will also experience the connection with Doggfather you have always wanted.’’
Doggie shouted: ‘’Wow, I feel so full of joy, peace and of the realization that everything between me and you and Doggfather is perfect! And that nothing can ever break that Truth!’’
Before he knew it he heard a loud ‘Woof!’ of joy come out of his mouth! Doggie started barking with joy! He started to feel like a whole new dog. As if he was born for the first time!
‘’That`s right Doggie. That is what it feels like when you believe the truth about you and me.’’

‘’Just receive all my words as a gift and relax.’’
And suddenly Doggson was gone…he disappeared! But he left a picture of himself on the ground.

Doggie began to see the truth about himself. He was amazed at the thought that he was already perfect and 100% who he was created to be. But it wasn`t always easy to believe.

The next few days were amazing. Doggie felt like a real dog. He was full of joy.
But after a week things started to become difficult.
One day he woke up and tried his new bark… It didn`t sound that great.
He wanted to eat something, but he was thinking about cat food…
He looked in the mirror and lost all hope…
‘’I guess it was not true. I guess I am still not a real dog. I am still my old self!’’
But suddenly he was reminded of the picture that Doggson left behind.
And he heard his voice say: ‘’Doggie, remember, the key to your freedom is to look at me, just as you look in a mirror. Look at my picture and remember who you are.’’
Doggie looked at the picture and hope started to come back into his eyes. He looked at his eyes of love, he remembered his words of Truth: ‘’Doggie, whenever you forget about yourself, start to look at me. Look at me and you will see that your mind will be filled with truth.’’

‘’Your emotions will start to feel what I feel. Your will shall become free to choose what is right. Just look at me.’’
‘’It is a journey of discovering the treasures that are inside of you. You already are who you are meant to be. You don`t need anything else or anyone else to tell you there is a better way.’’ ‘
‘’I am alive in you, and you are alive in me.’’
Joy, peace and the sense of perfect friendship filled Doggie and he knew: 
Looking at Doggson, relaxing , remembering his perfection and unity with him, is all he wanted to do for the rest of his life.

It was a struggle sometimes.
Especially when friends and family would still tell him he was his old self and that nothing ever changed. They would say he was still a cat and maybe he could become a dog one day when he tried really hard and that when he eventually died he would finally be perfect.
But Doggie didn`t believe them and held fast to his believe in the words of Doggson and more and more he could see his real self come alive.

That is what it`s all about. All of us waking up to the discovery of His image in us, that has been hidden deep within, like a precious treasure waiting to be found.

(It was my attempt to  display some of my thoughts in this story that I wrote this afternoon. Maybe it`s not a great story and maybe I still have to learn a lot. But I hope you could somehow get a little glimpse of the things that are going on in my thought life)

Minimale fragmenten uit een oneindig verhaal..

Minimale fragmenten uit een oneindig verhaal..

 

 

De afgelopen maand was een volle maand.
Soul Survivor, 11 dagen Portugal, weekendje Opwekking.
Genoeg gelegenheden om te genieten en om geschud te worden.
Het voelt als paardrijden: rennen door de bergen,door de dalen,over de uitgestrekte velden.
En dat in enkele weken tijd!
Ik heb nog nooit op een paard gezeten,maar ergens geloof ik dat nu een beetje begrijp hoe dat zou moeten voelen. Een geweldig gevoel van vrijheid,de teugels in je handen hebben,maar toch ervaren dat er een kracht is die je voordrijft, die jouwzelf overstijgt.
De perfecte combinatie.
Het doet me denken aan mijn leven met de Heilige Geest.
Hij doet me denken dat ik de teugels in handen heb,en Hij luistert naar me,maar Hij gaat vaker Zijn eigen gang dan dat ik besef,en dat vind ik eigenlijk ook helemaal niet erg…
Ik ben zo naif om te geloven dat Hij een getemd paard is dat alles doet wat ik,vanuit angst, niet zou durven doen. Terwijl Hij eigenlijk degene blijkt te zijn die de teugels echt in handen heeft.
De Geest leeft mijn leven,en ik leun op Hem, ik houd me vast. Hij drijft me voort.
En af en toe mag ik even uitrusten,af en toe mag ik mezelf het gevoel geven dat ik de regie in handen heb,terwijl dat eigenlijk niet zo is.
Haha. Ik ben zó blij wanneer ik meer en meer besef dat ik mag rusten,en dat Hij het al die tijd is die mij leid.
Niet meer werken,niet meer streven, niet meer leven met de gedachte dat er iets niet in orde is,of dat ik ook maar iets zou kunnen toevoegen aan mijn leven met Hem…
Oke, ik voeg 2 letters toe:,, JA!’’
Ren maar,draag me maar,spring maar,raas maar…
Mijn verlangen is dat ik mezelf steeds harder  `JA` hoor roepen.
Papa zei:  ,,Je bent mijn beeld Nick, als Mijn schaduw,je lijkt op Mij!’’
Jezus zei:  ,,Nick, het is voor elkaar, het is volbracht, hier is niets meer aan toe te voegen.’’
Heilige Geest zei: ,,Nick, Ik ben je paard, laat alles maar los en houd Mij maar stevig vast!’’
En ik zeg: ,,Ja! Jongens! Ja!!’’
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Ik schrijf meer dan dat ik op mijn blog zet.
Soms is het informatie, soms is het te persoonlijk, soms is het niet te begrijpen…en soms dan zet ik weer eens wat online.
Het is soms net zoals ik liefdesbrieven schrijf:
Ik schrijf een brief ,en als ik hem af heb,dan ben ik er pas klaar voor om de échte brief te schrijven.
Het is grappig om die brieven af en toe opeens tegen te komen.
De brieven die hun doel nooit gehaald hebben,maar die wel hebben meegewerkt dat de échte brieven hun doel zouden bereiken.
Zo vaak begin ik aan iets,en dan kom ik erachter dat het niet is wat ik wil.
Maar juist die ontdekking maakt dat de reis die ik maak voller en voller,echter en echter aan het worden is.
Als je me zou vragen: Nick,waar hou je meer van? Van de dingen die goed uitpakken of van de dingen die niet gaan zoals je zou willen?
Dan moet ik eerlijk bekennen dat ik niet zonder beiden zou kunnen…..denk ik 🙂
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Ik schrijf nu dus niet wat ik al wel had geschreven.
Ik had een heel verslag gemaakt over Portugal en de afgelopen tijd…maar tja…laat mij dan maar dat type mens zijn die er voor kiest zijn hart te volgen en soms dus ook niet weet wat goed of kwaad is,maar die wel weet dat zijn hart ermee instemt,haha.
Lang leve ons hart! Ons mooie hart! De kern van wie we zijn! De plek die één is met Jezus!
De plek waar we elk moment van de dag uit mogen leven!
Blij blij,mijn hart is zo blij, want Jezus die is één met mij…en daarom is mijn hart zo…..  🙂
Mijn hart weet het beter dan mijn hoofd 😉 blijkt elke dag weer.
Hart: ,,Sorry dat de mensheid je zo weinig aandacht heeft gegeven. Sorry dat je zo over het hoofd bent gezien,of dat er eigenlijk zo náár ons hoofd is gezien.
Jij bent zoveel mooier dan dat we geloofd hebben. Jij bent zoveel mooier dan dat religie je heeft doen lijken te zijn.
Ik omarm je,en ik ga mijn best doen om de rest van de wereld ook weer terug te zien keren naar je.
Ze weten niet dat de hemel en aarde elkaar daar ontmoeten,ze weten niet dat daar het thuis is waar ze al zo lang naar op zoek zijn.
Constant op zoek naar een thuis,terwijl hun thuis al die tijd zo dicht bij hen was!
Wereld: ,,Loop niet langer weg van jezelf, kom tot jezelf…’’
Net als die verloren zoon die al die tijd al thuis was bij zijn vader,maar tóch dacht dat hij zijn thuis moest gaan zoeken in de wereld…
Gelukkig besefte hij uiteindelijk waar zijn echte thuis was,en keerde hij terug naar de kern van wie hij bedoeld was te zijn,samen met zijn Vader.
Weglopen van onszelf…weglopen van God…
Ik hoop dat iedereen terug naar huis gaat komen,dat iedereen tot rust gaat komen….
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Misschien schrijf ik binnenkort wat meer over de afgelopen periode.
Word vervolgd…

Some things that bubble up…(Eng. translation)

Some things that bubble up…(Eng. translation)

The past month was a busy month.
Soul Survivor, 11 days in Portugal, a Dutch Revival Conference.
More than enough opportunities to enjoy life ánd to be shaken.
It feels like riding a horse: running through the mountains, the valleys, the open fields.
All of that, in just a few weeks!
I have never ridden a horse in my life,to be honest, but somehow I think I understand a little better what it should feel like.
An amazing sense of freedom, to have the reins in your hand, yet to experience  a power that is so much greater than yourself that is driving you forward!
The perfect combination.
It reminds me of my life with the Holy Spirit.
He makes me think that I am in control, and He seems to listen to me, but He does what He wants, far more often than I realize, and I actually don`t mind at all 🙂
I really still believe that he is like a tame gentle horse that listens to me every time I don`t want to do something because of fear or worry.
While all the time the fact is that He is the one that`s in control and has the reins in His hand.
Holy Spirit lives my life, I lean on Him, It’s Him I hold on to. He is driving me forward.
And so now and then I can have a moment of rest so I can make myself believe again that I am the one who is in control….not! 🙂
Haha. I get so filled with joy the more I realize that I can enter this rest and that He is the One who wants to lead me every day.
No more working, no more striving, no more thoughts that tell me something is not right about me, or that I could add anything more to the awesome creation He made me to be…
Okay,I`ll add one word: ,,Yes!!’’
,,Take me away, into the heights, into the depths, take me wherever You want to run…!
The only desire I have is to hear myself shout Yes louder and louder each and every day!’’
Papa said: ,,Nick,you are My image, you are like My shadow, you are like Me!’’
Jesus said: ,,Nick, it is finished, it is done, there is nothing more to add to this work.’’
Holy Spirit said: ,,Nick, I am like that horse. Just let everything go and hold on tight!’’
And I say: ,,Yes! Guys! Yes!’’
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I write a lot more than that I publish on this blog.
Sometimes it`s just information, sometimes it`s too personal, sometimes nobody would be able to understand…and sometimes there is something I put online.
It`s guess it`s like the way I write love letters:
I write a letter, and the moment I am done writing I seem to be ready to start writing the real letter!
It`s so funny to bump into one of those letters so now and then.
They never really reached their goal, yet they actually really were a big part of the journey towards writing the real letter! Wow, the greater results comes forth out of the lesser results! I want to embrace both parts of the journey 🙂
So many times I start with something, realizing in the process that it really is not what I wanted.
But somehow it`s thát realization that makes my journey become more and more intense and more filled with Life than anything else!
If you would ask me: Nick, what would you prefer: the things that work out just as you wanted,or the things that didn`t seem to work out the way you wanted?
Than I would honestly have to say that I don`t want to live without both of the options…I guess 🙂

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So at the moment I am writing a blog that I didn`t plan to publish. I had written something different.
I wrote a story about my trip to Portugal and other things that happened.
But……never mind. I guess I am the type of person that chooses to follow his heart above his knowledge of what is right or wrong. Well, I like it! Haha.
I love our heart! Our beautiful heart! The centre of who we are! The place of union with Christ!
The source out of which we are allowed to live every day!
My heart is filled with joy, I guess it`s because Mr Joy himself lives there 😉

Heart: ,,I`m sorry that humanity hasn`t given you enough attention. I`m sorry that we have preferred our minds over our hearts.
You are so much more beautiful than we realize. You are so much more beautiful than that religion has made us to believe.
I embrace you,and I will do my best to see humanity return to you.
They don`t know that heaven and earth meet in that place. They don`t know that that is the home they have always been looking for.
Constantly searching for a home, while their home was só close to them all the time!’’
World: ,,Stop running away from home. Come to your senses…!’’
Just as the prodigal son that was home all along, with his Father. But he still thought there was a better home, another place called home,and he walked away…
Eventually he came to himself,to his senses,he remembered where his real home was. And he returned to the core of who he was meant to be, together with his Father, wow!
Running away from ourselves…running away from God…
My desire is that each person will remember where he came from,who he is,and will be able to enter into the rest that is called home!
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Maybe I will write more about the past period in another blog.
To be continued…